Let me start off with work. Work was kind of hectic yesterday. I was supposed to report at work at 7.15am. Let me repeat. 7.15 AM ok??? damn early la kan...it was due to a movie screening for 1491 pax. OMG!! it wass so so so BZ early in the morning. and the best part was..No more sweet popcorn. We were all kind of panic and shiyu had to take over counter 3 for me and i start to pop those popcorn. I popped it alone using two machines!! It was super tiring..running here n dere..topping up ice, cups, handling popcorn...so much things to do for one person. and not to mention about taking stocks! the queue lasted for almost two hours...from 8plus till 10plus..

I stayed a little longer at work as there was lack of staff..my initial plan to watched movie was cancelled as it was pretty late. Den, a few nice suprises came up. Suddenly sally appeared! haha...she's on a date...ehemehem..haha..soo gave her popcorns and drinks. She waited for me while i changed. While going back to Sally, i met YANI!!! haha...we were like soo noisy. Unexpected la..so chit chat a while with them and home while they went in for thier movie. Coincident, both yani and sally are catching final destination at the same timing.haha...

Today, im scheduled at Balestier.Finally some place relaxing. So work was fine. Something interesting happened at work. "RINGGGG....went the fire alarm.." Suddenly there was like a noises and gust of wind coming..i was panic at first. and then...it was like blinders coming down covering all the entrance or open spaces. i dun really know whats the purpose of that thing. It is something like a fire prevention or something, im not sure. But it amazed me. I didnt know that the building have really cool stuff like this. hahaha...after a while, it went back normally. I guess it was just a false alarm.

Otw home, i bumped into "cik zaroni". haha...Adi's dad. So tegor for awhile and off...bought takoyaki from woodlands bazaar for buke..Lucky i came home to buke coz if not, poor mama have to buke alone...

Lastly before i end, i am having weird feelings lately. I felt so lonely...(lonely...im miss lonely..i have nobody...)haha..k k serious! i didnt know why. I am always independant and will always stand strong on my own. i always say i dun need a man..haha! But lately, i am really lonely. Sad though. Yes my friends are still around. I miss him actually. But things between us is not looking good either. I miss of feeling love and being loved. Finding a person to love and being love is not simple. It isnt about being picky or choosy and stuff. U got to be me only then you will understand. I am simply aware of where i stand and there is nothing that i can do to stop you. Just a thing that sadden me the most is that you are still blind. I am really sad about that. After many things had happened, you are still not able to see through it. It really really sadden me the most. I cried everytime that sadness approches me. I know you did not gave me any hope nor anything. But really, why cant you still see???

I always wanted to move but everytime i tried, i always failed. Maybe i should try harder? But it is really something out of my willingness. I myself do not understand why it hurts me soo much! WHY WHY WHY. i just want you to know that once i am able to get u out, maybe there is no way in. Well u will nvr know coz u will nvr read dis anyway. Maybe that is why it is so hard to do it becoz i think that once i get you out, then its the end of the story where there is no part 2,3,4,5 an so on...