Monday, July 27, 2009
BISU??MUTE?? @ 10:49 PM
Dear Diary,
Haiyaaaaaaaa.....
LAPTOP SAYA BISU!!!!! MY LAPPY's MUTE...
I dunnoe la what happen and it just went mute suddenly. How how how? Luckily, 2 of my frens volunteered to help if they can fix it. I shall meet u guys wen im free aites....My dear lappy, i will get you fix real soon ok??
Wow, how i wish we can easily fix and amend things just like a laptop. Fixing a broken heart, broken family, broken relationship and more. This will never happen in reality. In reality, fixing these things requires time. Only time heals everything. Its always a matter of time. So, time controls us or we control time???
Currently, im feeling like down,hmm not really down. Maybe more to like always like to sigh & sigh & sigh. I dunnoe how to explain that kind of feeling. Many things in my mind. And its about everything under the sun that affects me. People, feelings, families, friends, school, myself.
Sometimes i wonder why this, why that...ALWAYS the WHY...But things happened for a reason. Things may not always turn out the way you always want it to be or how you planned it. Some may loose, some may win. Some got hurt while some hurt others. Therefore in life, nothing is fair. I've been hurt and maybe i do hurt others too unintentionally. I HATE that so. I know i've always dissappoint people. Im sorry. I would rather dissappoint you all with the truth rather than hurting you all with a lie......
Nana=)