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RADIANAH.NANA.DIANA.
+1yr every 2nd Oct.
Loves: Pink.Tinkerbell.Butterflies.Kids.Drawing.
Keep me AWAY from Heart BRoken, Insects, Hantu, Liars
" In life, you will once fall hard. Get Up! that's not the end. Its just a new beginning of a STRONGER you..."
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
What a BAD day.....=( @ 12:41 AM
Dear Diary,
Hellooo...pardon me for not updating for soo long..laziness stike me la to update my blog..my bad...my blog ni pon mcm dah expire gituu kan..hehe...anyway, i finally decide to update it today...becausssseeeeeee soooo many bad things happen today and me dun like it...
So, currently, im having my school holiday! i soo like it you noe..but too bad, left like 1wk plus je...i guess this holiday, i just work n work n work la to earn kaching kaching kaching $$$....ok so lets starts with interesting bad stories that happened today...
Im down with flu...always ahchoo ahchoo ahchoo...i went out with nini & nunu. Went to far east to get fake eyelash for our cuzz wedding this coming new year. Den we bumped into nini & nunu's fav cousin..haha...dah maju tau members, jgn main2..haha...we den proceed to geylang. We need to get ourself a baju for the wedd.. Sooo....here comes the interesting part. We came across this shop, selling the kind of blouse that we are looking for, its nice and cheap, selling 1 suit for $49. We decide to get that. We then spend an hour or more in that shop trying and deciding on the pAttern that we want. Finally, we got the yellow one and decide to get that. Upon almost making the payment, nini suddenly prompted us, "eh, baju ni brape eh??" (thinking that our budget is $50)..aah eh, brape eh?...soo den i ask the makcik...the makcik answered, " yg ni $99... we were all very speechless and dunnoe what to do..soo paisey laa....lagi2 dah nk bayar jugak sey....soo i ni, terpakselah sardin kan muke ku ini dan ckp ngan makcik tu,,sorie byk2..kite salah, igt kan $49...rupe2 nyer yg $49 tu printed2 punyer..tk lawa sgt....=( sooo yah..we den quickly dash off after saying sorie...kesian makcik tu. Confirm menyumpah ngan kite..but ape bole buat, we tot that it was $49. bukan sengaje cik...
The three of us was soo embarrased and never been in that spot before. We tros masok FL2, and trosssss look at this particular and tros bli. It took us like only 10mins. After that we proceed on to Arnolds at city plaza. It was the first time for me and nini to eat at Arnolds. Pathetic kan...but nvm.. N WHAT I CAN SAY IS:
Ourxperience at ARNOLDS really SUCKS!!!!! the service mcm taik...especially the malay staff la.. idiot sia...1stly, we waited very long for our food to be served. Next, when it was served by this f-ing butch, she hemas the food siaaa...like unhappy with us..wtf la..ape salah entah kite buat. den they keep looking at us one kind...alaaa ni seme jealous la. Then, the plates kasi due je. dah tentu ade 3 org.. are they stupid or what? they do not know how to count?? den nini walked over to ask for an extra plate nicely form that butch, and she imitate the way nini spoke...haiz...it really makes me no mood to eat. And lastly, while we were all still eating, the mgr came over to our table to ask fof the bill........this is seriously what the fuck!! our hands are all oily and she came just to close the counter. I mean being in FnB, its normal for you to wait for your customers to end their meal. Seriously, the service was real bad. Im mad here not because im fussy, but its really not appropriate and definitely, if you people is in my shoe, you wud feel the same way too...
And finally, its home sweet home for us...
Nana =)
Monday, October 12, 2009
traumatized @ 9:32 PM
Dear diary,
I think that im gonna skip some of my post which requires uploading of photos. Well, those photos are basically uploaded onto my fb yar..basically my flyer ride during my bday with izyani and also rayer2 pics with ex pizzahutrians and also moviebitters...
Right now, im gonna share with you people about an accident that happened yesterday @ 1125pm. It happened directly infront of my eyes. OMG, i still cant believe it and it is still fresh in my memory. At times, it just recalled back. It was my first time experiencing an accident which happen rite infront of my eyes and yes i have difficulty sleeping ok.
It was a clash between a taxi and a motorbike. The driver is a chinese uncle and the rider is a male malay. I didnt really witness the accident. I was waiting for the green man when suddenly i heard a LOUD BANG!!!! and when i looked up, next thing i saw the motorbike already crash to the taxi by the side and the rider was thrown away to the other side of the road. I saw exactly how he landed himself to the ground and he was shivering. I was looking and shivering and crossing the road at the same time. I wanted to call the ambulance but due to my shockness, it made me forget the ambulance number. I dialed 955 instead of 995. It was super super scary guys....
Many pedestrian stayed to look and being traumatize, i stayed there too. I just couldnt believe what i saw. I was for REAL. OMG...... I could even see the blood stains and his bike was badly crashed! Both wheels are above and the front part of the bike was gone. I stayed to look at the guy being carried away by the ambulance. He was unconcious by then.. I hope and pray that he's gonna be ok. Poor guy.....=(
Todays lesson was at Dairy Farm Bukit Timah. It was okla..kinda tiring coz need to travel all the way there. Same goes for tomorrows lesson. It was a great experience as i didnt know that deep inside the farm there is actually natural climbing walls. It was beautiful. I always thought that we can only find such a thing in other country but yes, its rite here in spore. Cool!...
Hmm...other than that, i was caught in the rain, shoes all wet...bla bla bla...dats it la...Well, i have nothing more to say..
BYE
Nana
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Im backkk... @ 7:00 PM
ALOHA EVERYONE...
miss me?? hehe... well well, im BACK!! haha...
I bet that ive been missing throughout the school holidays.. Sorrie yar people. Didnt mean to. So actually here i am gonna be busy in updating you people with many2 interesting stories. Maybe not all la k. too many la if like that. So im just gonna highlight on the main2 stories la k.
Im gonna start of with my room makeover.. During the holidays, and the fasting month, here i am busy grooming my room. It took me 2 days to finish everything. Its a ONE MAN show ok people. SO i guess all the hard work and effort put in is worthwhile afterall with the successful outcome.. here it goes...
This was before...my room was yellow....
soo i had to paint white 1st....and here comes the white...
The color for my roon is PINK!! soo from yellow to pink...
Some designs i made by the door....
and the top wall...nice tk??
and finally, my design on the wall........
next...
This was during one of the fasting period where we break fast together with moviebitters @ popeye flyer and when over to esplanade to chill and catch up with each other.
next....
20th Sept. Its 1st SYAWAL. HARI RAYA!! so selamat hari rayer and maaf zahir dan batin to all my kenalan...
1st dat rayer...
26th & 27th Sept.. went jalan2 rayer with mum's side..here are some fotos..more are up in my fb ok...too many la lau nk letak all kt sini...
26th & 27th Sept.. went jalan2 rayer with mum's side..here are some fotos..more are up in my fb ok...too many la lau nk letak all kt sini...
This is on 26...
HAH KAU! AMEK NI..besar nk mampos...was zoom in...
And this is on 27...
next....
not forgetting...25th September... HAPPY BDAY TO WAN!!! haha..finally 18 sey..hehe
and today it was world war 3 between me and him... seriously.....
next....
1 OCTOBER 2009
WEEE!!!!!!!
What day is it?? It's children's day. HAPPY CHILDREN"S DAY kids...=) I miss being a kid. Anyway, today something major and memorable happen to me. I was working in the morning and someone pop out at my workplace giving me a suprise! It was apid. He came just to give me a gift. An advance bday present for me. How sweet..=) thanks alot ya apit. I love those letter of yours. Simple yet meaningful...
So after work, i went to meet nini & nunu. I knew they had planned something for me. We are gonna celebrate my bday in advance. So meet them up at habour front. There i am being fooled and bullied by them. Kene blindfold la, kene tu la ni la.... i;ll just upload the pictures and you see it for yourself k...it'll explain everything... Anyway, i really appreciate it guys. Thank you very much...=)
these pictures have a story behind it...lets go tru it ok...
This is what i meant by being bullied. I was blind folded and i did not know that it got eyes ok! you guys made me like a fool huh...look at my boring face..almost an hour being blind you noe...
Like finally can open that eyes..n was suprised by the cake! Aww..look at that..sooo nice rite! thnk u guys...i love it soo soo much..Sedap lak tu cake nyer.hehe
K this is the best part...listen k. Now its time for present. I was asked to be blind folded again..look at my face, i was like soo happy an anxious to take my present! I didnt even know what's in that container. SOO look, i put in those hands of mine to get the present. And when i open my blindfold, you noe what it was???!!!! FROG!!!!! KATAK!!! OMG!!!!!!! diorg ni memang setan tol...i cudnt sleep i tell you. Up till today, i couldnt believe that i touched a frog!!! Oppsss NOT A....Its FROGSSSSS,,many many small frogs!!! thx eh krg!!!!
And finally a pose with all the gifts...
Well, i do enjoy it ok wahai nini, nunu n khalis...except the frogssss...muacks love u guys and not the frogs.....
next...
2nd October 2009
TODAY....what day is it?? ITs my BDAY!! YEAY!! so today i turned 23 years old. OMG feeling old...what matter most is the looks rite...i dun look 23 anyways...haha!!
SOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & IZYANI!!!
So my celebration was with izyani. We went to ride the FLYER!!!! Woohoo!! sweet kan dating due2 je on our bday..fotos to be uploaded once yani dah upload k...Went to meet eli after that.
Even though its my bday, there was something inside me that i feel sad...maybe its because of you. You didnt even wish me on my bday...
And to all whom wished me and all, i appreciate it lots. Thank you soo much...=)
Okla...i think im gonna stop here for now...
but but before i go....
I wanna sayyyyy that......tomorrow sch restart!!! oh man, im soo in the holiday mood...gotta meet new classmates and back to waking up early, presentations and rjs......oh man.........
That's all la k. Im getting tired posting all this. Such a long post i know. haha! bubbye..
Nana=)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
fast game..haha @ 9:33 PM
Hello people,
ok ni fast game ok. I curi network from dunnoe who la. haha..k let me tell u people first k. I wont be able to update. I dun have internet la..for those who tagged me, i replied oready. Actually i have lots and lots to story2..but apekan daye.haha...maybe one fine day i will la ok...sorry k. Dun miss me..hehhhh...bye bye..taking care always... next time i try to curik2 network again ok..hhe..
nana=)
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
weird feeling... @ 11:20 PM
Dear diary,
Let me start off with work. Work was kind of hectic yesterday. I was supposed to report at work at 7.15am. Let me repeat. 7.15 AM ok??? damn early la kan...it was due to a movie screening for 1491 pax. OMG!! it wass so so so BZ early in the morning. and the best part was..No more sweet popcorn. We were all kind of panic and shiyu had to take over counter 3 for me and i start to pop those popcorn. I popped it alone using two machines!! It was super tiring..running here n dere..topping up ice, cups, handling popcorn...so much things to do for one person. and not to mention about taking stocks! the queue lasted for almost two hours...from 8plus till 10plus..
I stayed a little longer at work as there was lack of staff..my initial plan to watched movie was cancelled as it was pretty late. Den, a few nice suprises came up. Suddenly sally appeared! haha...she's on a date...ehemehem..haha..soo gave her popcorns and drinks. She waited for me while i changed. While going back to Sally, i met YANI!!! haha...we were like soo noisy. Unexpected la..so chit chat a while with them and home while they went in for thier movie. Coincident, both yani and sally are catching final destination at the same timing.haha...
Today, im scheduled at Balestier.Finally some place relaxing. So work was fine. Something interesting happened at work. "RINGGGG....went the fire alarm.." Suddenly there was like a noises and gust of wind coming..i was panic at first. and then...it was like blinders coming down covering all the entrance or open spaces. i dun really know whats the purpose of that thing. It is something like a fire prevention or something, im not sure. But it amazed me. I didnt know that the building have really cool stuff like this. hahaha...after a while, it went back normally. I guess it was just a false alarm.
Otw home, i bumped into "cik zaroni". haha...Adi's dad. So tegor for awhile and off...bought takoyaki from woodlands bazaar for buke..Lucky i came home to buke coz if not, poor mama have to buke alone...
Lastly before i end, i am having weird feelings lately. I felt so lonely...(lonely...im miss lonely..i have nobody...)haha..k k serious! i didnt know why. I am always independant and will always stand strong on my own. i always say i dun need a man..haha! But lately, i am really lonely. Sad though. Yes my friends are still around. I miss him actually. But things between us is not looking good either. I miss of feeling love and being loved. Finding a person to love and being love is not simple. It isnt about being picky or choosy and stuff. U got to be me only then you will understand. I am simply aware of where i stand and there is nothing that i can do to stop you. Just a thing that sadden me the most is that you are still blind. I am really sad about that. After many things had happened, you are still not able to see through it. It really really sadden me the most. I cried everytime that sadness approches me. I know you did not gave me any hope nor anything. But really, why cant you still see???
I always wanted to move but everytime i tried, i always failed. Maybe i should try harder? But it is really something out of my willingness. I myself do not understand why it hurts me soo much! WHY WHY WHY. i just want you to know that once i am able to get u out, maybe there is no way in. Well u will nvr know coz u will nvr read dis anyway. Maybe that is why it is so hard to do it becoz i think that once i get you out, then its the end of the story where there is no part 2,3,4,5 an so on...
"Aku percaye setiap detik penderitaan, kesabaran, kesedihan, ade hikmah nyer... insyaallah..."
Nana
Sunday, August 30, 2009
After soo long...haha @ 1:59 AM
Well well, its 2am now..i know, i know, i've not been updating my blog...so sorry..heee. I've soo much to blog but i didnt know where to start from. Ok lets make it in a point form. Here it goes, not in order ok..(i bet i might miss some of it as well)...
Randomly...................
- My laptop from bisu(mute), now dah tk bisu. It becomes soft spoken instead. In fact very soft spoken that i could barely hear. From that, it then turned to a very serak voice..haha..(serak in eng ape uh?? haha cant think of it) k k..like having sore throat voice??haha..
- Schools finally OVER..yeay..! Away from all the stress of UTsss..RJsss..Waking up early..Being late...etc.. Im having holiday now...woohooo...
- Month of fasting arrived. So..goodbye to all the syaitansss... HAHA!
- Last day of UT sucks! wanna noe y? I had two papers on that day and the timing..830am and next...........430pm..each was an hour paper...soo we have 7 freaking hours!!! and i spend the whole 7 hours with my classmates in the school lib in the quiet reading room..we conquered the room and obviously we were not quiet at all. I watch Monster Inc, sleep, wake up, study, sleep again, wake up...surf net...and still got alot more time..until it became real bored as i do not know what else to do. The guys made a MTV video clip singging and crapping through out...However it was really funny..im gonna miss my class E54F. awwww...
- After we ended our UT, we went to beach road to break fast together and head down to sheeshaa-ing session.. All photo's and video can be found in fb ya..
- Work, work, work...encounter some idiot customers!! i was scolded "bodoh" as well by this chinese lady customer over such a small matter. I wont elaborate more on it. Sesungguhnyer aku berpuase...sabar je la kan....AND YES!!!! I have a new manager at work!!! HE is SO SO SO hot!! hensemmmmmmm la beb! serious! haha.. A motivation to keep on working always..haha!
- Gotta plan my schedule: work, license, paint my room, buke-ing with friends..so many... i'll meet you people soon aites...
- Baby-sitting Darwish. haha..i like...cute la tu anak! haha!
- Missing many people..
- Thinking of many things...
- Sad over some matters
- Got myself a story book..
- i wanna go shopping...
- Hungry Ghost Month
- I wanna go geylanggg
- OH!!! how can i forget this!!! My swimming lesson is over and i passed!! yeay...! Passed but yet to know how to swim..wat does it mean?? haha...figure out yourself!.. anyway, i do achieved something by the end of the lessons. I finally know how to float...i float all the way till the 3rd lane la sey...and..................LEMAS!!! DROWN!! was saved by this chinese guy twice. Thanks to whoever you are...=)
Ok, that is all i can think about. I bet there are some issues that i forgot and not include. Oh ya, btw, i just changed my music design..cute rite the cat..meow!!
**Where'd you go...i miss you soo...you are a part of me that i dont want to see....**
Nana
Friday, August 14, 2009
many2 post... @ 12:17 AM
Dear diary,
Sorry for not been updating my blog..hehe..U know y?? Because everytime i wanna post something, i always feels sleepy...then i say ok next day..and it goes on and on...haha...
(k lame but betol...tk tipu)...
So, i guess that i'll post everything in..so where should i start with...???
So, i guess that i'll post everything in..so where should i start with...???
Ok..lets get back to......
7 AUGUST 2009...
There is something special about this date..it is something amazing about it. It is the 123456789... what i meant about it is this:
AT 12:34 am/pm (but to be more exact would be 12:34 pm coz 12.34 am is by 12 hr clock), 56secs, on 07/08/09....Look at the date and time...it is 123456789. This may never happen again...and i have this to share with you people. This was shot by Sally. So credits to her...
AMAZING ISN'T IT??
I did try to catch on the 12:34 pm but someone sign in msn and spoils the thing...Jess and namira should know as they were there counting down wif me...
***8 AUG 09***
Work was tiring...I had to take alot and alot of stocks...Kinda piss off too...its ok though...after work, meet Elly. She treat me to PizzaHut...yeay!! so nice of her la..haha. It was a last min thing too. Had a great time with you bestie..so, just look at the pictures ya...
***9 AUG 09***
It's NATIONAL DAY!!!! Majulah Singapura...
Im soo semangat and patriotic today. I was in red and white..hee...so celebrated National Day with the cuzzies...Nini & Nunu..It was our first time celebrating national day together. I asked them to wear red n white too...hehe...so, it was super duper great. As usual, packed!!! what do you expect la kan..but nevertheless, we got good view from the merlion side..despite the hot blazing sun and sweating like pig moment, it was all worth while especially my favourite part, the FIREWORKS!!!! it was sooo big n near to us...i love it...wohoo... so, i shall let the pictures do the talking..this was from nunu's cam. there are more from nini's. I will upload it once she upload it okey?
Oh ya..and i was very very paisey ok..while walking up the bridge to esplanade side, i stop for this japanese guy who were taking pictures of his people with a bunch of policeman. soo many policeman tau..(*kening naik2)hee...den i tot there is only one of them and after he's done, i walked. And then i was in between the another person who is taking fotos..and omg..my reaction was like soo tk perlu la...i was like jerking becuz i was shock and the sound that came out from me was like "HEAIKKKK" haha..ask me if u wanna noe how it sound like ok...then soo malu tau...many2 policeman tgk...haha!! and also later on at the escalator underpass to marina square, i terserempak with my collegue..i stop and talk to him for awhile...then then...this army man, use the loud haler telling me not to block the pathway for my safety. ape je tauuu...padehal tk block pon..buat malu je and everyone tgk...ish! haha...So..i guess thats it on NATIONAL DAY!!
The helicopterss & Paracutes...
Me with umbrella...(panas u noe)
With nunu & nini
Our nasi lemak....
TAKE A LOOK AT THE FIREWORKSSS!!!! AWESOME!!
Soo can u imagine how near i am to the fireworks???
HAPPY 44th BDAY SPORE...(this is home...truly...*singing)
HAPPY 44th BDAY SPORE...(this is home...truly...*singing)
***10 AUG 09***
Today is a public holiday and im working...feel soo lazy but its ok...double pay!!! and i was thrown back to Balestier Outlet..hmm...so at work..this idiot customer....he pissed me off. Fark him!! wanna noe wat? k let me start it by asking you people if there such a thing as white coffee??? No rite?? especially from a pre-made nescafe machine. stupid or what?! and he give me a pissed off face..what the hell la...macam nk sepak je muke dier...customer tak customer..bole pergi mampos..
SOO...after work..went to ion..Bumped into wan and sammie...Ion was big ok. i didnt even know the way i was walking..just walk anyhow..haha...
Sometimes your good to me..soo loving and soo sweet...sometimes your not...but for the day, thanks for being the sometimes your good. I've always love you, but i dunoe about you..maybe i should let go of you...maybe i should just endure with you.?? i do not know...
I think thats all for now..im soo lazy to write any longer...i will update it soon ok
I REALLY HATE JERKS, LIARS AND THOSE HEARTLESS PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!! Stop being such a moron...your better off dead than living in this world hurting people around....especially my friends who got hurt by you moronssss!!!!
Nana =)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Crampsssss @ 11:56 PM
Dear Diary,
Im SLEEPING ALREADY....so sleepy sey.. haha....
Today = STOMACH CRAMPSSS... =(
gd nite...
Nana =)
Monday, August 3, 2009
What's Happening?? @ 10:09 PM
Dear Diary,
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME????
i wanna see rainbow please....................i wanna go to the beach..............................
Its not looking good...oh my oh my...
Nana =(
4 in 1 post. @ 12:14 AM
Dear Diary,
Haha..wondering why my title is 4 in 1 post?? Because what im going to post will be from Thurs( 30 July) all the way to today. hehe...this is what malay say, "sambil menyelam minum air"..Hmm..in english..."drink water while diving"??? haha...aku main asl bole...hahaha...ok so lets start...
******Rewind******
THURSDAY
I was absent from school...and did not went for my swimming either. Instead i went to meet nini! We went to Lido to catch any movie as i want to use up my free tic which will be expire-ing in July. So we went to watch Duplicity. It was a 2hr5mins show. The theater wasnt packed and it was damn freaking cold. We are really shivering inside. The funny part: BOTH of us did not understand the story la.. i decide to just walk out of the movie. There is still an hour more to go. Instead of wasting our 1hr watching, we could do something more meaningful. And yeah, we just walked out. Buat muke sardine je la...ape lagi....haha...
After that we went to check on ION...Walau soo big la..walk also dunnoe where to walk..proceed to taka, heeren & orchard central. Went home after that...While we were out, im already unwell and i feel sick. And YES! I really couldnt take it and sleep upon reaching home. My temperature was 38.1!!! 1st time it was sooo high....
********ZzZzZz***********
FRIDAY
I actually didnt want to go school as i was still sick. But due to my VERY POOR attendance, i decide to come and partial. So i stayed to help out with the powerpoint and went home after that....
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SATURDAY
Today we had our climbing level one.. Hmm...kinda stressful for me. I was under pressure. Anyway, its over..Hopefull i passed it. soo whats left was an aching body la.. It was Nina's bday. Just a small surprise for her.. Went to barrage with Khai & Jess to catch the fireworks!!. Huda & her bf joined us later. So so many people...(i so wanna go barrage with fael and fly kite)..Had a lot of fun though despite how tired we are... Still gotta work seyyyy 2mrw....
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SUNDAY
Early in the morning im off to work. Work was kind of relax today. Rashid volunteered to take those heavy stocks for me. Thanx eh...hehe...soo at work..kecoh la mcm biase. I encounter a very funny customer today. Read on.
Me: Choice of drink sir?
Cust: MAC
Me: (MAC???? Wondering la..) Huh?? Sorry...
Cust: MAC
Me: Ouh....MUG....(controlling the laughter)
Cust: (Paisey..) Yaa MUG...
HAHAHA!!!!
And 1 More
I spoke malay to a chinese customer. I forgot his choice of popcorn. And i asked him..."popcorn ape, sweet eh??" and i was like.."eh...ape bbl melayu". He can still respond la n say yes... Paisey sey i....(blushing blushing already in front of the cust) The cust oso smile2...haha
After work i went to meet Fael.... He's my everything. Good, bad, shits, sweetest drug, love, hate...(basically EVERYTHING). I just hate how much i love you..(**song). I dunno what else, or how else can i do. I tried...if only i can know whats in your heart just like how i want you to know whats in my heart.....
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
OK..finally im done with my long2 post. Got to sleep now. SHUTSSS..school 2mrw....i malasssss nah sgt2 tau...bye2...
Nana=)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
ZzZzZz @ 11:33 PM
Dear Diary,
Yeay, im just done with my RJ. Im feeling soo sleepy now but i think im just gonna give my short post for today...Nothing much for today, School was BORING..as usual..Went home straight after school and were cam-whoring before leaving school with khai, jess, liyana & sandra. I shall post some of the pictures...here we go..
Ok..im gonna sleep now..i wana try to be early in class or at least reach class right on time..hee..Swimming swimming again tomorrow...gd nite..
*i'm missing you...never fail to be in my mind...
Nana=)
